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[Aug. 6th, 2009|03:46 pm] |
HI HI.
starless.city.tumblr.com
journal me there.
i hate posting on this. |
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| shirts for sale! |
[Dec. 4th, 2008|05:14 pm] |
I need some holiday money. All prices are negotiable. First come, first serve, unless "out bid." Sorry.
I accept concealed cash or paypal. Comment here with what you're interested in and your email.
( to the shirts... ) |
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| i just wanna say |
[May. 28th, 2008|05:18 pm] |
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i barely use this ever except to use in lj communites. i may make another one to like actually ~write in but for now, YAY FOR THIS. peace! |
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| im posting this cause apparently she came back here to read it |
[May. 1st, 2008|07:48 pm] |
(oh btw im posting this cause she's "done" with me when i try to talk to her. so this is me talking without getting IM DONE ARGUING and stuff.)
Let me refresh your memory:
taylor, i don't care if you're laughing. i don't care if your mom or alex or anyone else is standing behind you. i miss you. i miss you more than i've missed anyone. you meant so much and calling you "hardly a friend" makes me wanna slap my face and kick my ass because you were the best. the best friend anyone could have. and im sorry i lost you. im sorry your mom hates me. i wish i could go up to her and apologize for everything ive done to hurt you or make me feel bad. i know we could never be like we were. it was rare. and we had it. and it got fucked up because we let it. because i let it. i am so sorry. i'm sorry if you dont read this. im sorry if you do. im sorry if you think i am a sucky friend. im sorry i lost you. im sorry about everything. but if we don't talk. or become friends again. there wont be day without a tear that's fallen from missing you.
OKAY. And here we are now. What is it? May 1st? Alright. I just want to say that yeah, I missed you. And I'm going to miss you now and I'm always sad when we get in fights and I know you don't care about it as much as I do when I lose someone like you. Cause we do have like hella amounts of stuff in common. Which I think is what makes us get into so many fights. Were both selfish a lot where yah we think of ourselves before others at times. But you did really hurt me and you all you could say was "I'm sorry you couldn't go." Now yeah, I'm upset that you never really tried to get me to go, or at least never mentioned to me you tried. But it's the fact that you can't apologize for hurting your best friend. You always put words in my mouth saying "Well I'm sorry you think I'm a shitty friend" and what not, but you have to know I don't think you are. But hurting me and then posting stupid immature bulletins that hurt me MORE is just over line. Yeah, I overreact sometimes, but damn, look at that novel up there apologizing. When I wasn't even the one who really hurt you! And by the way I never try to make ~dirty looks at you in the hallway. Ever. And somehow you always think I do. Maybe it's your guilt? I don't know but I sure am not giving you some stupid little ~look to make you feel like omg im so scared and whatnot. Some reason I always have to explain after every fight that I don't give dirty looks. Don't understand it. But yeah, you hurt me, and then hurt me again with those stupid myspace bulletins when all I really wanted was an apology saying that you knew you hurt me and you're sorry. But all your sorry for is that I couldn't go to a show. Or wait you're sorry you couldn't wait 20 minutes for me to go to a show. I'm not all OH HAY TAYLOR IM SO MAD THAT YOU ARENT LIKE HEY BRIANA IM SORRY I WENT TO A SHOW. You hurt me. Like really hurt me. And it doesnt matter if its a show or a knife or whatever. It's the fact that you hurt me and you couldn't apologize for it.
Anyway, I'm not all Oh hey lets be friends again if you just say that word. We obviously need a break. But you pissed me off. You really hurt me. And you continued with it.
This is why i posed the definition of a best friend. and you responded with "lol im glad i went. im not selfish ahhaha funniest thing ever! dont care about our friendship!!!"
thank you. im posting this now so if i never hear from you, i can go back to this and be like, ok i dont need to re-write what i wrote in the summer.
again, its not what hurts you, it's how much. |
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| shirts for sale |
[Mar. 5th, 2008|05:49 pm] |
I'm selling some shirts if anyone's interested. They're $13-$18 including shipping, and that's all based on how old they are/how long I've worn them, etc. You can reach me at my aim: "too phony" or email "xxredoftherose@yahoo.com" for any questions.
I use paypal, and if you don't, it's up to you to trust the postal service to get your cash/check here. IM me or email for my address.
Anyway, here are the shirts
( Click here! ) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 30th, 2008|05:41 pm] |
Alright, so I pretty much had everything (pictures, videos, EVERYTHING)
posted here and went to highlight it to copy it so if I lost it, I
could just paste it back on here. And then, instead of pressing copy, it
pressed pasted. And then undo button wouldn't work.
So, I'll post the videos and the pictures of who I met and then maybe
later when I'm not so pissed of at livejournal, I'll post the pictures,
even though they are probably not even as close to as good as everyone
elses.
( i hate livejournal ) |
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[Aug. 7th, 2007|10:28 pm] |
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FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS JUST CALLED ME. 3 MINUTES TALKING TO THEM ON THE PHONE. IM FREAKING. |
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